Well, my finals are over with for this semester, spent the better part of the day packing up my dorm and puttying up the walls. It's now about midnight on the last night I'm going to sleep in the dorm room that has housed me these past two school years, and I guess I'm just feeling a bit...nostalgic? Depressed?
The best word that I can use to describe my sense right now is ennui, a depression or boredom of sorts, almost like melancholic restlessness. Plus, to top it off, I have a killer headache and have been running on about five hours of sleep for the last 18 long and tiring hours. Hours of anxiety as I took my last final, evil microbiology, and then stress and aching from packing and trying to get everything done by tomorrow....
Reading over this, I feel so whiny and pathetic, weak... But, I can't go to sleep and it feels better to type all this out somewhere...so, for those few watchers of mine who read this, I apologize I'm sure the next time I'm on DA, I'll be my usual cheerful, upbeat self, but until then my cheerful batteries are put on the charger as I retreat to a state of ennui.
Song of the moment~ Hide and Seek by Imogen Heap: [link]
Anyways, night everyone <3